Faith… I’m (and it’s) a struggle.

I just deleted all the instructions my husband left on this page, and he ended it with “if you have any questions, you know how to get ahold of me. Love you!” Yes, I have questions, but they can wait. For now, I’ll have an imperfect homepage for my imperfect blog about my imperfect life.

See? I’m consistent. Yay me! Off to a great start.

First off, my name is Faith and that is not me in the picture. I’ll fix it eventually. I need a photoshoot of me done. For now, I’m not going to let my homepage not being exactly how I want it to deter me from actually making this thing happen. And what is this thing? It’s a place for me to collect my thoughts and prayers and to navigate through my Christian walk. I’m in my mid 40s and God and I have had a Come To Jesus Meeting in recent years about how I let Him scare me. Well, not Him. But my preconceived notions of Him and who He is. I’ve led an imperfect life. I’ve got an imperfect story to tell. One that I should be ashamed of but I’m going to stop living in a Shame Shadow. God doesn’t want us to live in shame. I’m using this space to leave all of that behind.

There will be no rhyme or reason. All I can promise is that it will probably be messy. I’ll figure it out as I go along. That’s all I can promise myself to do. So, if you’d like to navigate with me… Welcome. If not, well, I’m not sure why you’re still reading… but hey! I’m glad you got this far.

Pray for me.